Okay, so maybe not ‘childhood’… But I did write and record this song like 7-10 years ago. I was 14 or so when I wrote it, but I think this particular recording is from when I re-recorded it for the 3rd or 4th time at 17-ish?

However, this song still pops into my head sometimes when I’m reading all these xianxia stories about ‘revenge’ and ‘betrayal’ lol. I might have used pieces of the lyrics already in a story, but I can’t remember…

This is a link to the music, but there isn’t any singing :P.

Revenge

(Verse 1)

How could you do this to me~?!

Throwing their lives away~!

Death’s all there will ever be~!

Now you have to pay~!

Your poisonous lies to me~!

Corrupted my sanity~!

But now my eyes can see~!

You fuel my insanity~!

(Pre-Chorus)

I’ll~, find~, you~!

I have to right this wrong, that you put me through~!

You’ll~, die~, too~!

Consider that my parting gift for you~!

(Chorus)

Revenge is a poison~, coursing through my veins~!

Forcing my hand~, for all their cries of pain~!

Anger’s controlling me~, filling me with hate~!

Nothing can stop this rage I feel, now all that’s left is fate!

(Verse 1)

How could you do this to me~?!

Throwing their lives away~!

Death’s all there will ever be~!

Now you have to pay~!

Your poisonous lies to me~!

Corrupted my sanity~!

But now my eyes can see~!

You fuel my insanity~!

(Pre-Chorus)

I~, found~, you~!

Hate is all that’s left between me and you~!

They~, loved~, you~!

Why did you betray them, and me too~?!

(Chorus)

Revenge is a poison~, coursing through my veins~!

Forcing my hand~, for all their cries of pain~!

Anger’s controlling me~, filling me with hate~!

Nothing can stop this rage I feel, now all that’s left is fate!

Revenge is a poison~, coursing through my veins~!

Forcing my hand~, for all their cries of pain~!

Anger’s controlling me~, filling me with hate~!

Nothing can stop this rage I feel, now all that’s left is fate!

(Pre-Chorus)

I~, stopped~, you~!

You should have killed me~, when I told you to~!

Now~, it’s~, through~!

I can live my life, the way I wanted to~!

(Chorus)

Revenge is a poison~, coursing through my veins~!

Forcing my hand~, for all their cries of pain~!

Anger’s controlling me~, filling me with hate~!

Nothing can stop this rage I feel, now all that’s left is fate!

Revenge is a poison~, coursing through my veins~!

Forcing my hand~, for all their cries of pain~!

Anger’s controlling me~, filling me with hate~!

Nothing can stop this rage I feel, now all that’s left is fate!