Sigh, my eyes are so tired, but the rest of me is totally awake… I think this might be because I’ve been writing so much lately. It happens like every time I start a new novel and write/read/edit all day every day. Like, I want to write loads of stuff, but my eyes don’t want to cooperate rofl. I think I’m gonna take a break from posting anything today.
I’ve basically been posting every single day for a while now without even thinking about it… But I just can’t today, ’cause I can’t edit while ‘listening’ to it…
By the way, I’m currently writing Chapter 8 of “The Diary of Destiny King” and I’m 8 parts into it so far. Pretty sure I’ll be finished tomorrow and hmmm~, geez, the first book is almost over lol. Well, I’ve only posted 3 chapters, but you get what I mean :P.
I really hate eye-strain… Well, here’s some music you might like lol.
Oh hey, when I wasn’t paying attention, the site passed 4 million views lol.
Since I really don’t know what else to say in this post, I’ll say… You guys/girls should check out “Hardcore OP-ness” on Wattpad lol.
Wattpad is kinda like Twitter for writers and readers rofl. Go ahead and add me and I’ll add you back :P.
HCOP only has a few views and votes atm, but if you’re bored, you can vote once for each chapter. Aside from that, I’m at like -46 Karma on Reddit… It would be nice if some of you could just go through and upvote a bunch of my comments so that I can start using Reddit to advertise my stories again :).
Chapter 45 will be coming out in about 46 hours from now. As some of you might have noticed, I was pretty sick this weekend and I was barely able to write or edit anything.
Ugh, I don’t even know. It’s gotta be the winter that’s getting to me? Well, it might have been a whole host of things that I’ve changed now. My toothpaste and toothbrush were both probably ‘bad’. I mean, I got a new thing of the same exact type of toothpaste and it tastes totally different from the old one… probably not a good sign. There was also a bunch of mold growing around where I was keeping the toothpaste, so who knows? My old toothbrush, I had that for like 8 months, and yeah, probably didn’t help.
Then there’s the fact that my room was like covered in cobwebs, spiders and dead cockroaches, along with more dust and lint that should ever accumulate in one place. I cleaned my room and hopefully that fixed some of the problem I was having with my sinuses.
However, the main thing is just that after I’ve been awake for around 12 hours, I start getting sick. Like, my sinuses go crazy, 10 times worse than they are normally, and it gets progressively worse the longer I stay awake. Unfortunately, I didn’t have any decongestants, so I couldn’t sleep and ended up staying awake for around… 38 hours or so. I did eventually manage to use ibuprofen, phenylephrine pills and one of those levmetamfetamine vapor inhalers to subdue my sinuses long enough to get some rest. That was like 2 days ago, but it’s something that happens sometimes…
Basically, I just need to stop staying up so long, because it just makes things so much worse lol. I always think “Ah, I can’t go to sleep yet, I need to finish the chapter!” and then I end up feeling like I’m gonna die and not actually finishing the chapter anyway, because my brain stops working properly rofl.
I guess the point in this post is just a warning to anyone out there who might be like me. Don’t damage your health in order to force yourself to write, it’s something that needs to come naturally.
Also, I might be addicted to Ibuprofen… Like, I find myself thinking “I should really just take some Ibuprofen.” all the time. Of course, that might be because I have cystic acne and I kinda need it to reduce the swelling… If I don’t, I get really bad headaches, have sinus problems, or just generally feel loads of agonizing pain. There’s also the fact that my parents are ‘practicing’ music right above my room, and I have really sensitive ears(Just the noise from my computer fan drives me insane) so you can imagine how I feel when there are like… huge monitors that can be used to play concerts, blasting for hours and hours. Fml, okay, I’m done QQing for now.
Okay~ then, so I have a few things to announce. First of all, fuck my life, I woke up a day ago, after spending a whole day in agony, I finally started having trouble breathing and decided “Fuck it, I don’t wanna die!” and went to the ER. In case you’ve never been to a hospital before, no, they aren’t like the ones in TV shows! Goddamn it, I got there at 1:30 Am and sat in a waiting room until like 5 or 6 am! The worst part is that I was actually one of the luckier people, because there were some who had to wait over 12 hours… Continue reading
I was going to start posting 2 per day for 5 days and then had 2 days where I only post 1. Unfortunately, I can’t keep up with that pace. I’ve managed to hang on for a while now on very little sleep, while struggling to write 2 chapters a day, but it’s finally caught up with me lol.
Anyway, I can definitely write ‘at least’ 1 chapter a day, though I’m going to try for 2 chapters every day. Basically, for now, I’ll just keep posting 1 chapter per day, but on the days where I can write 2 chapters, I’ll post 2.
I’m so tired, I literally just stared at my speaker for like 5 minutes, trying to think of what else to say in this post… Really not the best state of mind to try to force myself to write a chapter in, so I’m going to go to sleep now and start working on chapter 268 tomorrow.
Nope, can’t think of anything else to write, except… “Nyah~, Mikey~, my brainbox feels all tingly inside~!” Yep, I’m starting to channel my inner JJ, which is never a good sign lol.
My head hurts so hard right now… Well, right now as in, when I wrote this lol. By the time this is posted, I should still be sleeping :).
Anyway, I hope you enjoyed your overdose of “Hardcore OP-ness”, because now, you’re going to suffer from a week long withdrawal. The reason? I could only write a single fucking chapter today, on my nonexistent break-day! Ugh, the only thing that’s breaking is my sanity and my cerebral-cortex…
I say that I ‘only’ wrote a single chapter today, but do you realize that I seriously edited 12 chapters in a row? Then I took those 12 chapters and had to schedule them! The scheduling alone took me like an hour or so! FML, this post is basically just me raging about how tired and irritated I am right now lol. Don’t expect some profound secrets or hidden meanings, I’m simply exhausted and needed to vent my frustration.
I want to write! I want to write so much… but I don’t have time, because of all the posting and editing, ugh. It just completely ruins my writing mojo, so I decided to just say “Fuck it!” and post all 12 chapters for the week, on the same day. This way, I won’t have to answer over 500 comments(not even joking lol) and I hopefully won’t be distracted as much by stupid shit(Like trolling and complaining from certain people, who shall not be named, because I only vaguely remember them.)
I’m hoping that this will allow me to write more than 2 chapters a day, for the next 7 days or so. I know, right? No matter what, I’m still gonna end up writing every day lol. It’s just a matter of whether my mental juices are clogged up and bogged down by editing/posting, :P.
As always with these kinds of posts, I’ll try to promote the “Donations” page. For those of you who want to ask me for novel suggestions… “Stories That I Follow” is literally the stories that I follow, though I haven’t been able to keep up with a lot of them lately lol.
Goodnight, oyasumi nasai, buenas noches, and thank you for reading :).